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心情记录——一种蜕变与成长

 
 
 

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别人的选择v.s自己的选择  

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小时候,听妈妈讲她的经历,她很羡慕她的同学拿工资,而她还在上高中。现在,她的同学都下岗了,而她的日子却还不错——排除被人恶整以外。我当时觉得,这有什么好忧郁的?知识改变命运,自然是要往上念了。

然后,到了我自己的选择了。于是,我迷茫了——我不再知道正确答案,我只能凭借喜好和直觉蒙。结果,不知道。永远都不可能知道。

有时候,看到同学混得不错,心里就开始怀疑自己的选择是否正确。其实,不可能是正确。别人可能就是选择了赚钱的行业,而自己就是选择了奉献和辛苦。有什么办法呢?

在国内,似乎能混得很好。但是,既然梦想是出去看看,又何必羡慕他人呢?只因为他们目前的生活很滋润?对了,滋润就是我的终极目标,不过看起来,我离滋润是越来越远了——我越来越勤奋,越来越奋!一天不做事情就心里发慌,总觉得是在浪费生命。当然,如果是出去玩了,我是不会觉得浪费的。

自己好好拼搏吧!不要再和别人比较了。或许,他只是比较幸运罢了。

看着马老板的女儿,经历过的、得到的,有时候还是有些羡慕——这是父母给的第一起跑线。她不过是起跑点比我近罢了。

今天下午的时候看同学的博客,她过着优哉优哉的日子,谈个朋友,随时撒娇——真正的中国女人的特性。这不是我的个性。我不可能成为那样的人的。

下面换成英文写。

These days, probabaly it is because I live in a environment,where people should consider their marriage, that I   feel lonely. I guess, I should look for a boyfriend as soon as possible. To find a boy to love me ,   to be loved by me. I have had so many classmates who have find their love, as least it seems to be so.

To date back, since I was in primary school, there have been rumors with me. Whenever I get along well with someone, there would be a rumor. Actually ,I just would like to get along with boys, because they have a different  way of thinking from me ,which makes me get some novel ideas and makes me happy. But why on earth their      thoughts would always be so blue?

To see from the different characteristics between Chinese males and males in other countries, it is better for me to get a foreign boyfriend because of my independence. But who knows what the future would be? Just keep on working .That is OK.

Just night, my stomach ached. I didn't sleep very well. I regret having eating so many dates. I regret for that. Luckily, I have prepared medicine that this moring ,when I waked up, I find it went on well. That is enough.

I suddenly call of the words in the movied, the Becautiful Mind. I was "terrified, morrified, putrified and tupified     by  you". It was so funny. The beautifulness of the English language.

Actually ,although I have done so many researches in gender inequality, and I always hate to be treated unequally. However, when I select PI, I always prefer to choose a male PI but neglect a female. Why?

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