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狐敛艳

心情记录——一种蜕变与成长

 
 
 

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at the end of the first year  

2009-05-07 10:19:41|  分类: 记事本_心情故事 |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

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I really want to write something in Chinese, but English exam is tomorrow, so I want to keep the state of speaking English.
It was the third rotation report today. I talked with Alex yesterday morning, and with Bernd yesterday afternoon. He asked me to redo several things. He also criticized me about my failure to show him the results in time. Therefore, unfortunately, I worked last night until 12:00 to take the pics downstairs, nothing--he was wrong. I returned, trying to take images with another microscope, but I don't know some of its function. With the help file, nothing helped. I gave up, and had to use to old staff. I started to modify my slides until 5:00 a.m. I took a snap for two hour, and wake up for oral preparation for the presentation. 8:00 a.m., I was done and rushed for class. Register for ELPT and came to BBE for presentation.
I hoped I would not forgot the initials for the brain structure, but I did forget some of them. And unfortunately, I forgot to mention how my experiment was done at the begining and had to go through it later on to jump in. (Bernd actually commented on this part, and it was the same feedback from the committee. Until this time, I was told, my first rotation was bad, second rotation report was so-so. No comment this time). I don't feel quite good. I could have done better, with more time explaining the results (i.e. what's the indication of the labeling instead of pouring out the names to them). I was kind of satisfied, with such a little time to prepare and I am really confident to present in English now (thanks to the presentation class, thanks to Niki, I think I am going to write something about her).
More comment, he criticized me on almost every bad habit I have. It is good for me, but it was really embarassing to accept it, especially in a single time. I know I am not perfect. and he admitted he had too high expectation on me, while I don't know much compared with Jeremy and Karen. Well, if I have done so many years of research after B.S., and if I were in their age. I believe by the time I am their age at this moment, I would be better than them. No doubt about it. He doesn't know how much I have done to study here. He had no clue what I can do as long I decide to do something.
In a single sentence, in a bad mood for straight two days. Hope tomorrow will be better.

Nevertheless, i am lazy, and i really need a professor like him to push me forward, when i am not quite ready to do something.
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